Sometimes after so much joy, it’s a awkward decline back to a regular state of mine. Certain situations spike my mood to an extremely joyous being which is a blessing but it’s best for me to remain based. Not too extreme or too much of either being sad or happy. Either or, today I struggled, I overthought and I honestly didn’t want to speak. I’m not completely sure why. I guess I just feel difficulty coming. A lot has to be accomplished in a short amount of time. A lot that I’m not even sure what my role is. I pray for peace, I’m grateful for memory allowing me to recognize the good moments during these difficult times. Even still, I know that even this bump in the road is working for my overall good.