This was a toughy and that’s the honest truth. It was tough getting back up today and do what needed to be done to live my best life that I know I deserve. It was also very tough to accept where I am right now and the ever-present need for growth. I need it all, all parts always. Very excited for my therapy session next week. I haven’t been to a therapist consistently since high school. Strangely enough, I’m excited though. I’m ready to release everything that I don’t share with anyone else but God. I’m ready to let go and grow in a way that I haven’t before. I still have things to do in this world and in my life. No time I to be wasted. Thank you God for keeping me.